Ode to Self.

[00:00:11] I want to grow old with you. [00:00:14] We began before realizing we were just part of the plan. [00:00:24] I want to see you in a different shade other than blue. [00:00:30] I totally hide you it's the bluish brown in your eyes I stand. [00:00:44] It's me who takes care of you when your heart gets broken by an earthy man. [00:00:53] I wanna grow with you. [00:00:56] Lift you up in gratitude like your rainbow was paint the sword I want to watch you be strong when others try to crush your soul Even when you feel you can't give the world more. [00:01:18] I'm your inner backbone the woman your soul has always truly known. [00:01:25] I've been with you in the hard times. The silent terrors you don't speak of Even for the moment you force yourself to atone. [00:01:43] I've witnessed the hard times times when you're so dipped when your head hung low in moments of sorrow when your eyes couldn't see your glo oh, I've hurt you in difficult instances Breathing for you when it hurt to draw in air. [00:02:19] I was there to hold you when he walked away like he never care I cried with your soul when the moon refused to rise. If I'm being hungry I'm the reason you have not met your demise. [00:02:48] I've always loved you when it was devastating to love yourself. [00:02:57] I'm the one who cleaned off all the self doubt you kept trapped on a shed hell. [00:03:11] I've been the constant cheerleader screaming to motivate your soul to move. I truly felt proud when you achieved goals even when you had nothing to prove. I feel the kindness you handed out when others misuse your love. [00:03:30] It took everything I had not to lace up some gloves. [00:03:36] I had to turn my back on some choices you made. [00:03:42] They haven't all been j broken people do broken things in an attempt to heal the hurt. Ownership and accountability help with the shame my soul broke with yours when those you love betrayed you. [00:04:07] The cost was detrimental. Mental it's amazing what learning the lessons does when you start to cut out things that no longer serve you. [00:04:27] You're getting stronger every day now girl a man that bruised heart we're already promoting that self love good Mental before long you'll no more broken parts own all the work you've done to give yourself a new start. [00:04:53] I've a champion of your shortcomings celebrating the long confections We've got more room to grow now you've evolved so beautifully. [00:05:09] These are the words your soul needs to hear day really self love starts with love My soul has for me understand what I'M telling you you've never been alone? [00:05:34] These are the words your soul tells you daily? [00:05:38] With the purest love you're ever gonn? [00:05:47] Raise your head high level out your glowing halo crown? You're getting stronger every single day girl? It won't be long now? Never forget it's you who comes first. It's me, your soul who will never let you forget it. [00:06:10] You are loved extremely in exceedingly abundant animals. [00:06:20] Even when you have to wear your love on a shirt. [00:06:25] If anyone tries to challenge that fact, leave the rest in the dirt. [00:06:42] Sam.